crazy

for the past week, i have literally consumed nothing but cake, cookies, and cupcakes. Really.

And i haven't gained.
I dont know why or how. My jeans are looser now, but the scale says i haven't lost weight.

why cant i be perfect? i have the potential, but not the power.

yess

im in the 69kgs now,
i want to be under 69kgs by sunday.
i want to be 5 dress sizes smaller.

i NEED to lose this fat.