since i failed today

Sundays ill be my eat days.

soo

yesterday,i went form 67.6kgs to 68.2.

i think if i dont eat anything else today, tomorrow ill reach 67.6 again. then 66.8 the next day.

i just ate half a chocolate mousse cake, 150-230 cals? im not sure. around there.

I dont want anything else today.

seriously.

feeling bad

because i binged today, and i wasnt even hungry

cheetos,icecream,pizza, wtf

everyday needs to be a fast/attempted fast

im just so tempted by taste

i wanted to be 66kgs by tomorrow, but thats not going to happen.

ill see my horrid weight tomorrow. and ill aim to be 66kgs by maybe wednesday if its not too bad

Progress and shame

today is thursday.

from last wedneseday to now, i have lost 7lbs, AMAZING!!

however, just now, i ate a medium slice of pizza-its 11pm. awful, stupid me.

this morning i was 67.6kgs

this afternoon i was 67.2 kg

then a had a small portion of grapes, and then the pizza. and like 2 bottles or water. now im

68.4kgs

OVER2LBS WTF.

but most of that is more than likely the water, and i think the pizza was only like .2-.4kgs ?

i wish i couldnt smell food, i havnt been hungry AT ALL, i cant remember the last time i was hungry. i just love the smell of food.

i wanted to be atleaest 66.4kgs by tomorrow,

but i dont think that'll happen.

Well see.

Good progress

Im on my 3rd day of fasting.
i have been taking nothing in but soda (not too much though), and yesterday i had to eat movie popcorn with my friend.
I started my full fasts on monday,
monday: 151.4lbs
tues: 149.2
wed:148.3

wtf, only 3pounds? maybe its not waterweight though.. last time i fasted for one day and i lost 3lbs, and that was probably mostly waterweight.

this fasting hasnt been hard. i got depressed after my boyfriend dumped me.