oh coffee, you are so amazing

coffee made my scale say i weighed less!

1/3: 71.2kgs- no coffee

1/5: (weight not recorded)coffee

1/6: 70.6 coffee

1/7: 70.2 coffee

1/8 69.6 coffee

1/9 69.2 (no coffee)

1/10: 69.6 (no coffee. GAINED)

1/11: 70 (GAINED)

1/12 coffee. weight not recored. ate ALOT of junk greasy food

1/13: 69.6 kg <-Wednesday

by saturday, i want to be 68.6

my goal on my calender is loose 1kg every 7 days, which is 2.2 lbs a week.

"healthy" would be 2lbs a week.

i will never go all crazy with the junk food again, it destroyed me.

drinking coffee makes me eat healthier- like eating fruits, veggies, etc, and my hunger is curved.

when i dont, i eat ALOT.

i wish i had an ana texting buddy :[

well,somethings changed

eating healthier.

i have thinspo quotes and pics and my ipod

im still a size 9/10-which ive been for a couple years...

but by march,i WILL BE A DAMN SIZE 5.

bought a detox pack and water pills, then it sais "not intended for persons 18 and younger". DAMN!!!! Got 'dieters tea', its not for 12 and under so i can use it.

bought alot of coffee.

im 16, i weigh(currently) 155lbs-yeah the break made me gain-and im 5'8. I'd consider it adult, but idk. Ill be 17 in a few months. I dont want to ask a doctor b/c my parents would be there and they'd wonder why im doing this. What should i do? I dont want to take the pills of cleanse if it risks my life. Theres no point in being thin if you're gonna die shortly after. HELP PLEASE.