First post

I usually write in my journal when i want to talk abut my weight, but that takes too long. In addition, i wouldn't have any moral support.
Long story short, everyone at my school looks skinny, and there is no room for people of my weight. Some people find me intimidating.
I want to be able to walk without my thighs touching.
Right now, my knees don't touch-they used to.
I don't support eating disorders, ironically,i have one; bulimia..
I started July 24th.
7/24: puke
7/25: puke
7/26: puke
7/28: puke
7/31: puked 4 times
8/1: puke
8/3: puked 2 times
8/4 : puked 2 times
8/5: puke
8/6: puke
8/10: puke
8/11: puked 3x, tasted the stomach acid-scared.
8/12: puke
8/13 : puke
8/14: puke
8/18: puke
8/24: puke
9/3: puke
9/22: tried to puke,couldnt bring my body to do it.
10/8: puke
10/17: puke
10/26: puke
10/27: pukes up only about a table spoon worth or two

So why'd I record and type that? To make myself realize all the hurt im putting onto my body.
I need to sleep, ive got a big day tomorrow. I'll continue this tomorrow if i have the time.
I want to stop being bulimic, and just be healthy..