bulimia is killing me.
i tried purging yesterday,but my body refused, so i didnt.
i gained.
One morning i was 68.4kg, i went shopping,and the next day i was 67.2
i was so happy!
and i woke up today as 68.4kg ... then i binged...
So next time, when im home and i feel like pigging out, ill type. Type and Type and Type.
I want to look heavenly, not like a fat chunky fat ass.
Today, i ate:
an apple-good
school lunch-horrible
6 kit kats-horrible
2 slices of bread with cheese-horrible
Hopefully my bulimia comes to a complete stop this time.
185-x
180-x
175-x
170-x
165-x
160-x
155-x
150-X
145-
140-
135-
130-
I need to remind myself that i am not a COMPLETE failure
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